April 19, 2010 (Derek)

April 19, 2010

I decided not to confront Chey about how she feels about Josh.  It’s much funner to just let things roll and see what happens next, except I get confused a hell of a lot more now.  I’ve got to get a handle on these feelings I get from everybody else.  Doraleigh says I’ll learn to manage it, but god I might go freakin’ nuts first!  I think I might know what a schizophrenic feels like; all these feelings are like all their voices in their head, all competing for attention.  I’m supposed to start some grounding techniques with Doraleigh soon.  She thinks she can help me rein these powers in some.  God, I hope so.


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